But what if I'm too broken already? 【 no AI piano 】

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• BI

  @BigRicePiano · 2 weeks ago · pinned

  <i>260915</i><br><br>Better late than never – update time!<br><br>I&apos;m back from my France trip and there is so much to unpack. I&apos;m thinking of doing a comback to livestreaming soon to update you all properly, but to make things shorter here: the trip was absolutely amazing!<br><br>For those who didn&apos;t follow my updates the last couple of weeks: I traveled to the western coast of France to attend a music creator retreat and to meet up with other musicians to spend some time together, make music together and simply enjoy life. See it as a cozy and relaxing combo of vacation and creative collaboration. We cooked together, we had a super nice barbecue and went swimming in the sea. The house was RIGHT next to the ocean, it was a 5 minute walk to the water. The weather was amazing, too!<br><br>But most importantly: the people were incredible. I felt super comfy around everyone (it helped that I met most of them irl already), but I was able to be myself from day 1. I think you all know how rough I had it the past few years leading to me almost giving up my whole life some months ago. I felt burnt out, chewed out, left out and lonely in a very strange way. And while this week won&apos;t fix things for good for me, it reminded me of how much I enjoy being around people that are accepting, kind and wholesome.<br><br>It also reminded me to treasure all of you guys as much as I can. You&apos;ve become such an important support system for me and I don&apos;t think I&apos;m exaggerating when I say you&apos;re saving my life every single day.<br><br>Now that the retreat is over, it&apos;s time to face real life again. And you know what?<br>I feel a little braver now.<br><br>--- <br> <br>Thank you so much for listening! Please know that it helps a lot if you liked, shared or commented on this playlist or if you used your hype points on it. If you like my music, please also consider listening to it on your streaming platform of choice. All of my pieces are available outside of YouTube. I don&apos;t take support for granted, but please know about your power to change a creator&apos;s life. <br> <br>---<br><br><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yNEdan7NXfM">00:00</a> - you&apos;re proof that I&apos;m human <br><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yNEdan7NXfM&amp;t=356">05:56</a> - night time <br><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yNEdan7NXfM&amp;t=633">10:33</a> - in pieces <br><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yNEdan7NXfM&amp;t=866">14:26</a> - oh beautiful pain, <br><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yNEdan7NXfM&amp;t=1047">17:27</a> - how pretty the silence <br><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yNEdan7NXfM&amp;t=1252">20:52</a> - I can&apos;t sleep <br><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yNEdan7NXfM&amp;t=1491">24:51</a> - goodbye <br><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yNEdan7NXfM&amp;t=1731">28:51</a> - repeat.

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• YU

  @yuuniversum · 2 weeks ago

  you don&apos;t know how much i LOVE listening to your music. especially in a dark room and alone - but i never FEEL alone.<br>your music heals something inside of me. i can&apos;t say exactly what i feel. but it&apos;s something so very small but so incredibly strong. something beautiful 🤍<br>thank you so much for making music and sharing it with us 🤍 and i&apos;m so glad your trip was amazing and you were able to be yourself! 🫂

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• SA

  @Satoru-Kun_ac06j · 11 days ago

  I needed this

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• ZA

  @zanphiel_king · 2 weeks ago

  Mr. Peak out here making straight fire. We killing all our fears with this one.

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• JI

  @JinnyaSaki · 2 weeks ago

  Can&apos;t believe I saw this so quickly :_ricewow: &nbsp;I gotta say something wise... hm.. live life to the fullest people and never give up hope that tomorrow can be better :_ricehappy: also glad to see you had a good trip to France ricey, I hope your journey as a musician will continue to blossom for a long time, believe in yourself cuz you are worth it - both as a musician and human being :_riceheart:

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• AL

  @Alexander-JamesBrown · 2 weeks ago

  Just what I needed! This is perfection!

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• NE

  @Neetkeliyetaiyaari · 2 weeks ago

  After studying for 14 hours for straight 6 days now, i was here thinking whether im in the right direction or not, or did i make a wrong decision by choosing this path. Everyone around me is enjoying to their fullest, living their lives, socialising. And here i am, an extrovert whom everyone loved, now all alone, just because i abandoned everyone for this dream of mine. Everyday after continuously studying for 12 hours, i take a break for 30 mins, just to listen to your music rice, cause it is the only thing that gives me peace and clarity, and overall understands me. Thank you rice 🥲. Without your music, i would have nothing to hold on to and would have eventually lost everything that makes me human 💫. Hope youre enjoying your trip. Will be waiting for your diary 😁👍

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• LA

  @LakshmiVruksha-q9k · 2 weeks ago

  This is literally my go-to study music . Whenever i feel like i can&apos;t concentrate, i just up one of these videos, and even listening for 5 minutes is enough. It brings my mind to peace. I don&apos;t know what magic you have in your hands, but i am so grateful for your music , its the only kind of music that brings my mind to peace ❤ i love your music rice , keep going

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• F0

  @f0x3l42 · 2 weeks ago

  THE GOAT HAS POSTED PEAK AGAIN 🔥🔥🔥

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• LS

  @lsujatal · 2 weeks ago

  This art and music is so beautiful. One of the reasons i will never support AI. Keep it up, Rice! ♡

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• YU

  @YunDaNub · 2 weeks ago

  i love your music very much, thank you for creating them

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• LU

  @luckystar12315 · 2 weeks ago

  I was making a playlist of everything and switched from in the middle of listening to one set of your music to this. As I have been since I started listening to your music years ago and falling off and on just with life- I&apos;m eternally grateful for your work. <br><br>Welcome back from your trip! Thank you for sharing with us about it, and about your struggles. <br><br>Here&apos;s to beautiful music, and being here to hear your creations. <br><br>I will start using your music as playlist music to work to. The rise of AI music has made it harder to find music with life in it. I&apos;m glad to be back in your station.

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