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How Atheism Happened To Me - A Short Story

70K views · Jan 11, 2026 · People & Blogs

Comments · 3.9K

  • @kanadastasuomeen · 8 months ago

    Former believer and former pastor here. Thank you for kindly sharing your journey.

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  • @benvanrensburg4261 · 8 months ago (edited)

    "My moral standards increased since I became an atheist". So did mine. And I'm 100% with you when you say atheism wasn't a choice. Ditto. It was never something that I decided. It was something that I became aware of. Great video! Thank you.

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  • @musicartguy1 · 8 months ago

    If you want to be an Atheist? Nothing works better than reading the Bible

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  • @inphanta · 8 months ago

    “Atheism wasn’t a choice but the result of a process”. 🎯

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  • @BraeWilliams · 8 months ago

    “…My moral standards have improved..” same

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  • @BigBri550 · 8 months ago

    Nothing will destroy religious delusion faster than actual critical thinking.

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  • @patriciabeard5521 · 8 months ago

    Yeah. I was about 53 when I started to listen to my own questions. Well done you!

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  • @debramancuso2776 · 8 months ago

    It seems the ones who take it seriously, are often the ones who finally find the cracks. You’re brave. Thank you.

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  • @rogerstewart4608 · 8 months ago

    Yeah, that “you didn’t really believe” crap really pisses me off. It comes from people who are so entrenched in their ruts they can’t imagine anyone actually climbing out. Kudos to you for acknowledging where your intellectual journey took you and accepting it.

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  • @joshuakaiser4970 · 8 months ago

    My last church camp really cemented my path to disbelief. I remember all the people getting emotional during the last night of worship and me feeling nothing.  That's when it truly clicked there's nothing spiritual going on here. Just emotionally charged people from the environment.

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  • @steves9250 · 8 months ago

    My path to atheism started when I was 12 and was being bullied by a member of one of the most respected families at our church. I realised being called a good Christian, and being a good person is not the same thing.

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  • @hauntedhouse11 · 8 months ago

    I am so, so very sorry you had to grow up that way.  I also had very religious parents.  They chose my friends, my books, my tv shows, my music.  At lease I was able to go to a public school.  I think I would have spiraled into a very dark life-long depression if I had been home schooled.

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