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how i stopped existing and started actually living

733K views · Apr 11, 2026 · People & Blogs

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  • @livideity · 5 months ago

    “Nobody checks on you when you’re fine, not even yourself” oh girl…. That hit so hard

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  • @olinka_m · 5 months ago

    Nature! WE people need Nature! Nature is healing.

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  • @rainaa17 · 5 months ago

    Your videos trigger realizations in me that were begging to be acknowledged

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  • @muntahakhan5336 · 5 months ago

    Recently met my school English teacher at a cafe, and he said "I haven't seen you in a long time", and I said "me too Mr", he laughed and said "you haven't seen yourself in a long time?", as if I had made a mistake and was trying to say that "I hadn't seen him in a long time", but the truth really was that I hadn't seen myself in a really long time, and I got a weird feeling of having been on Autopilot for so long.

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  • @Ryyy11 · 5 months ago

    Ok.. not you just casually dropping a masterpiece. This video hit more and cut deeper than any full length film I’ve seen in years

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  • @brielleg.3131 · 5 months ago

    Recently, I've been saying as a joke that I want to "lifemax", which is a goofy, chronically online way of saying it, but it's true. I don't want my life to pass me by. I want to be in the action, always on the go, meeting people, learning something, and creating art. That's my dream lifestyle. And obviously, there will be periods of time where my life feels slower, more boring, and less action-packed, but I want those periods to feel earned and needed, not the default. I want those periods to be periods of rest before I gear up for my next adventures, to be purposeful. Anyway, all's to say, I feel you girl.

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  • @China-k6o · 5 months ago

    &quot;<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=58arU2phEco&amp;t=116">1:56</a> it doesn&apos;t feel like sadness , it feels like .. wednesday &quot; when i tell u i had to stop what im doing and repeat this part !

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  • @emilykriner948 · 5 months ago

    You stole the thoughts right out of my brain

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  • @rajnandnikaushik9519 · 5 months ago

    Randomly popped up on my feed, but wow… this is exactly what’s been on my mind for the past few days. Feels like I’ve been stuck in a routine, not really facing it or trying to change anything. This hit hard.<br><br>Maybe it’s time to pause, reset… and start choosing something that actually feels like living.

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  • @Daily_Sip_of_Study · 3 months ago

    Notes: <br><br>1. When everything is fine, no one checks on you, not you yourself <br>2. Alive means When you are truly into that moment

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  • @alexaroemke · 5 months ago

    More “why the fuck not”<br><br>And eventually you have to stop saying “trying” because once you’ve been trying, you have to switch to “I’m doing” and that’s when you start believing it ♥️

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  • @ZoëRebekka · 5 months ago

    your videos are little movies and I am absolutely here for it and for your analysis of life

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