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  @itsamfilms · 3 years ago · pinned

  Feel free to pour your heart out here in my comments section, whether you're nursing a heartbreak or grappling with the fear of confessing your feelings. This space is to share the ups and downs , share your stories, seek advice, or simply connect with others who understand the rollercoaster ride of emotions that comes with crushing on someone. Your words are welcome, and you're not alone in your journey! ❤

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• RI

  @RirinBop · 2 years ago

  It's hard to like someone na alam mong hanggan tingin ka lang talaga. I always like people that never bats an eye on me. Ewan ko ba pero hindi ko na din naman ineexpect na titingnan nila ako differently. Pero syempre hinihiling ko pa rin na sana kahit minsan makita nila ako as someone else. hindi lang bilang kaibigan, kaklase, kalaro o kung ano pa mang label na hindi close sa pagiging interesado nila sakin. Mahirap lang kasi ata talaga ako gustuhin. but again, I am happy enough naman to see them being happy too.

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• JA

  @Jasmine-urok · 2 years ago (edited)

  since grade 5 crush ko na talaga sya and halos lahat ng girls sa classroom namin may crush din sa kanya, pero ako yung lagi nilang shiniship sa kanya, we have a ship name na until now ginagamit padin nilang pang-asar sakin. Ung pagkacrush ko sa kanya lasted for 3years(?) kasi during 7th grade dpa nagtatapos SY. nagkapandemic and dna kami nagkikita so I thought dko na talaga sya crush. But then 10th grade came, classmates kami and that hiya feeling pag nandyan sya is still there, one time sinamahan ko friend ko sa cr, yung cr is nasa labas sya ng classroom kasi two sections yung gumagamit dun. Pagdating namin sa cr nandon din pala sya with his friend, pumasok na yung friend nya sa cr and yung friend ko din so kami nalang dalawa yung nasa labas, ang awkward sobra, walang nagsasalita, buti nalang dala ko phone ko, I mentally cursed my friend kasi antagal nyaaaaaaa. We never talked to each other for the whole 1st quarter, like zero, pero I was convinced that hindi ko na sya crush, and nagkakacrush din ako sa iba that time. <br><br>One time we were having a group activity and group kami this one friend of mine na ship talaga kami asked him kung bakit dnya daw ako pinapansin, I was there and I pretended na dko narinig, his answer was kasi nahihiya daw sya sakin HAHAHAHA You know that feeling na dmo sya crush pero kinikilig ka sa interactions niyo? Ngayon, I&apos;m sure na dko na sya crush pero hinahanap ko sya lagi sa school then I unconsciously see myself staring at him. wtf

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• ME

  @mettsky · 2 years ago

  ive been admiring this guy for almost a year. At first, It started as a joke but slowly i realized that he was my type. Plays the guitar, Same music taste, and smart (his looks doesn&apos;t matter). I try to lose my feelings for him but when he smiles, laugh, sings, and when he plays the guitar makes me admire him more:( And during those times i gave him gifts (twice). I tried to move on by having a talking stage with someone but he wasnt really into my looks haha. So im stuck in this situation.

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• SH

  @shangieerr · 2 years ago (edited)

  so this is my first time telling my love story in yt, I was grade 6 when this guy from grade 8 caught my attention, so basically sa una dedma lang muna sakin lahat kasi normal naman na sakin magkaron ng crush, pero day by day unti-unting nagdedevelop yung feelings ko dun kay guy, like for example, nagseselos nako kaagad kapag nakikita ko siyang may kausap or kasamang ibang babae, or tuwang tuwa ako kapag nasa malapit siya. when I became first year highschool, and he&apos;s grade 9 na, nagaral ako kung saan yung school niya syempre, pareho kaming pang umaga that time so syempre sobrang saya ko nun kasi makikita ko siya lagi hanggang sa tumagal na, and btw naguusap kami through chat. sinabi nya sakin noon na may pag asa ako, so syempre naniwala ako, at naghintay ako sakanya hanggang sa maging grade 8 nako, we&apos;re still in the same school and same time, pero panghapon na. tuwang tuwa nanaman ako nun, hanggang sa malaman ko na may girlfriend na pala siya that time, may sinosoft launch na siya so nag emote emote nako nyan, selos na selos pako tas nagrarant nako sa mga friends ko, tigilan ko nadaw siya pero syempre di ako nakinig, hanggang lumipas ulit ng months, nagusap nanaman kami pero chats ulit, sabi nya sakin di naman daw naging sila, niligawan nya lang daw kaso di siya sinagot, so parang nagkaron nanaman ako ng chance nun. few days later may sinoftlaunch nanaman siya, ibang babae, so aware na talaga ako noon pa na babaero siya, pero diko padin tinigilan. hanggang sa dumating yung time na naramdaman ko nalang na napapagod nakong maghabol, napagod nakong maghintay, kaya I slowly take my time to move on from him. I realized na, I deserve so much better, na hindi nya din deserve someone like me. destiny has a better plan for the both of us. ❤️‍🩹

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• CI

  @cindylaarninambio6899 · 2 years ago

  Ang kwento ay tungkol sa isang lalaking nagpatibok ng matigas kong puso hahaha. Mula elem to hs wala akong masasabing crush na magiging motivation ko sa pag aaral. Lahat sila crush ko lang kapag nakikita ko, &apos;pag wala sila sa paligid edi wala rin. <br><br>Nung college, may naging crush akong student leader. Gwapo, magaling magsalita, matalino, lahat ng katangian na gusto ko sa isang lalaki ay nasa kaniya na, kaso gusto rin siya ng best friend ko. Ayoko naman makishare kaya sabi ko sa sarili ko hahanap na lang ako ng bago. <br><br>Sa kakahanap ko ng bago, napadpad ako dito sa nursing student na &apos;to. Student leader din siya, cute, matangkad, sporty, matalino, at gwapo hahaha. Nung una sabi ko hindi ko siya crush, gagawin ko lang siyang rebound para malimutan ko yung unang crush ko. Kaso nung nakita ko sa school, parang nanlata yung tuhod ko. <br><br>Simula nun sunod-sunod na. One time lumaban siya ng pageant sa school kalaban niya yung dati kong crush kaya ako naman hindi maintindihan kung sino ic-cheer. Malimit ko siyang makita sa school kasi &apos;di naman kami same ng department pero kapag nakikita ko siya parang natatanga ako. Nung Olympics lumaro sila kasi vball player siya and daig ko pa ang stage mom kasi pinanuod ko lahat ng laro niya at kahit kakampi ko yung mga kalaban nila sa kaniya pa rin ang cheer ko and nanalo naman sila kaya worth it hahaha. Halos lahat ng cm ko alam na crush ko siya kaya may taga update ako kung nasaan siya and yung happy crush na yun ay umabot ng isang taon.<br><br>Hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin niya ako kilala pero may dalawang small interactions na kami. Nakapag papicture na rin ako sa kaniya nung nagpasa siya ng crown kasi siya yung nanalo sa pageant last year na kalaban yung ex crush ko.<br><br>Ang masasabi ko lang sayo avr, sana mag ingat ka. Alam ko naman na walang pag asa pero hayaan mo sana na mahalin pa kita ng konti. Sad lang kasi graduating ka na and that means na wala na akong hahanapin sa school pero happy ako na unti-unti mo nang nararating yung mga pangarap mo. Kagaya ng mga mensahe ko noon na hindi ko alam kung nababasa mo ba; andito lang ako sa likod mo, silently clapping sa lahat ng achievements mo. Sana kung may another life, sana makilala ulit kita, at sana sa mga panahon na yun, makikita kitang nakatingin sa akin and not the other way around. Galingan mo palagi Mr. Cordian Earth Advocate

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• SH

  @shimizu8235 · 2 years ago

  I’ve had my eyes on you since then, till it turned to something more. All those small or big interactions that we had really means a lot to me, but I do understand that you like someone else. I’ll respect that in a way that I would keep my feelings for myself and never confess. I know that I really like you and I know that I don’t stand a chance with you so I’d rather keep my feelings instead. But, if I were given a chance to be with you, I’d gladly take the opportunity and give you the love that you deserve.

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• AI

  @Aizekish · 2 years ago

  I was grade 3 that time when may bagong lipat sa kapit bahay. I didn&apos;t know na anak pala siya ng may ari ng bahay na iyon. I thought that he was just a son of a worker there. I was love shoot by cupid. It was love at first sight. He was also my first crush and until now I&apos;m still admiring him. And it&apos;s 7 years now🌹.

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• LE

  @leilieslow · 2 years ago

  I started liking this guy as a joke, since I knew I didn&apos;t have a chance for my other crushes. He was a friend of one of my crushes and we were all part of our school&apos;s drum and lyre band. While watching their practice as we had our break(I&apos;m a majorette and they&apos;re lyrists) I suddenly joked to my friend that what if I had a crush on (former-crush)&apos;s friend instead? (which was him). I didn&apos;t fully meant it. But then I started to actually get interested to him later that day. I clicked pics of him, almost obvious since I was taking the picture at his left side. I was pretty sure he didn&apos;t see it cause he was looking at his phone. Not that I was feeling like a creep when I took those pics. I wanted to ask people who knows him, his name cause I was feeling bold that time and I planned I&apos;d strike a conversation with him. One told me his name. And I went to his classmate and asked him for his fb. Which they gladly typed in. Later on I learned that they were his cousin. As that was our last drum and lyre practice for our foundation day, that meant I won&apos;t see him for extracurricular activities again after foundation day cause we were placed in different buildings. I decided that I&apos;ll take the risk at foundation day so that I can spend my event days happily. Then I chatted him my first message. It was pretty silly cause I said it was not me who had sent the message when I honestly was. And then I started to ask him questions. Questions like, &quot;do you know (former crush)?&quot; But then became, &quot;Do you like roses?&quot;, &quot;Singles or bouquet?&quot;, &quot;Do you like poems?&quot; and so on. I made him a poem. A long one that actually drained my poemmaking power. I sent it to him and he complimented it which had made me really happy. The first day, on our mass before we started our event, we were near eachother. And some point we were even beside eachother. My friend was telling me to move next to her but I didn&apos;t want to. I had the chance to be beside him at that time and I wasn&apos;t wasting it. That time we even got to have an eye contact for about 3 seconds. And after the mass my day continued on. The second day, I bought 3 red roses for him as he said he liked them. I bought 3 to symbolize the sentence &quot;I love you.&quot; Was very crappy, I know. And I stapled together the poems I handwrote them, and I also compiled my best drawings of literally anything I could find on my notebook. One was a jellyfish, one was a mushroom, and the others I forgot. I was pretty dumb on throwing it to him and running away as quickly as I could without making any commotion. Note that, that day I was gonna perform in the cosplay fest as Ayaka. And I was shaking at the stage as I was very nervous at making a mistake infront of &nbsp;audiences. And he was also watching me. I felt so small going down the stage actually. I couldn&apos;t feel my feet at all. But all was solved when it ended. It was pretty normal &nbsp;while we watched the pageant thingy. Well that was before my handfan for my ayaka cosplay went missing. Then later I found out it was with HIM the whole time I was panicking. When I got my handfan from him, I instantly ran outside and jumped up and down like crazy. My friends were laughing at me but honestly at that point I didn&apos;t care. The third day, was our festival dance competition, when it was time for going home, I risked my dignity and went to go take a picture with him. Ahhndjfjsjd He put his arms on my shoulders and I was shaking like crazy at that moment when I clicked and left . I&apos;m pretty sure I looked ugly as hell on the picture, but I did my best to run after him before he and his friends went home. Then after that it&apos;s all over. We did always see eachother on flag ceremonies because their line was literally just behind us. But mostly we never talked in real life, only on chats. Ig that&apos;s my story I hope u guys have great days:))

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• HE

  @hezpynrca · 2 years ago

  2 years ago, I wouldn&apos;t have ever expected that we would end up like this. We started as strangers, learning in the same 4 corners and not even paying attention to each other&apos;s existence. But it all changed because I was friends with someone you were close to. We chatted, shared the same interests and humor, shared some laughs, and went through ups and downs together. We were like two peas in a pod. After a few months, I started to develop feelings for you. Pero, what the heck? I wouldn&apos;t even dare confess to you and ruin the friendship we&apos;ve built, never. Then, one day, you told me you liked someone. Sure, it shattered my heart into a million pieces, pero sino ba naman ako para magselos diba? Best friend mo lang naman ako...You began to talk about her like she was the most beautiful woman in the world, in your world. You talked about how intelligent she was and how she&apos;s like the epitome of perfect. Nubanaman &apos;to ansakit sakit naman mag mahal. Pero, one day...sabi mo sakin na nagconfess ka na sa nagugustuhan mo at ni-reject ka niya. Mukha kang sobrang nasaktan nun at syempre, bilang best friend mo nandun parin ako to comfort you. I couldn&apos;t explain what I felt at the time, kung masaya ba ako o malungkot dahil sa pinagdadaanan mo. Little by little I helped you move on from her and slowly, you were becoming happier. But then...I met someone. He was so funny and brilliant that I began to imagine what the world would be like with him. I told you about him and you were so happy for me. It was weird to tell you that at the time kasi I was still moving on from you little by little. The guy I was interested in was nowhere close to your personality, your looks, and your humor. You and he were like polar opposites. Fast forward, my feelings for N(the guy I was interested in) grew. You told me to confess to him, and I did. N told me he liked me too. I couldn&apos;t understand what I was feeling. It was like pure joy and confusion combined. Pero after spending more time with N, I realized he was nowhere near the idea I put on him. He slowly felt more suffocating and like shackles cuffed tightly to my body. After a few months, I broke it off with N because I couldn&apos;t take it anymore. Although I felt free from the restraints of M, I felt desolate because I had gotten used to him. I came to you and let it all out. You welcomed me with open arms and I felt at home. The home I had before all the chaos, you. Ang weird &apos;no? Kahit anong gawin ko, sayo parin ako bumalik at babalik. A year later, eto magkasama pa rin, masaya pa rin. Pero, what&apos;s this? Bumabalik na naman yung mga nararamdaman ko para sayo. My heart flutters whenever you are near and hindi kita matanggal tanggal sa isipan ko. ANO BA ATE KO??? (bat mo ba &apos;to ginagawa sa kin kung hindi ka naman magiging akin?) Kaso, eto si gaga hindi ko alam kung ano pumasok sa isipan nung sinabi ung mga nararamdaman. Gulat na gulat ka nung sinabi ko sayo. Sabi mo di mo alam pero parang di mo tanggap na nagkagusto ako sa taong tulad mo. LIKE?? ATE DI MO BA ALAM KUNG ANO EPEKTO MO SAKIN? KULANG NA LANG AKALAIN KONG KINUKULAM MO KO SA KAKAISIP KO SAYO. Sayo ko pa lang nararamdaman yung mga ka ekekan na to. Three days tayong nag-usap at &quot;naglandian.&quot; Kamo di mo aakalain yung kilig na naramdaman ko sayo. Kaso, one day, you told me that you were rejecting me kasi di ka pa ready and baka mapaasa mo lang ako kung pinatagal mo, which I understood naman. Pero grabe yung iyak ko nun like literal. Di ako makakain, makatulog HUY SI OA?? Pero the next day, nagreach out ka sakin tapos parang walang nangyari?? HUHHH weird naman neto. Yung mga galawan mo hindi ko ba alam kung nakikipagharutan ka o assuming lang ako. Grabe yung mixed signals mo bhie. Tapos siguro two weeks later bigla na lang sinabi ung 3 forbidden words(HUY)?? Nag I love you si ate haha...So ano na ate ko? :) So syempre as the gaga I was, kinilig tapos ayun...Inexplain mo sa akin na kaya mo ko rineject kasi you weren&apos;t sure of your feelings pa and baka masaktan lang ako. So oo...Mga 3 months siguro nagwork out yung relationship natin. But I always felt na parang may weird na nangyayari...May isang week na super busy ako kasi nga for smth smth reasons. Hindi na tayo nakapag-usap ng matagal at lagi na lang may natutulugan sa isa sa atin(nagcchat tas biglang nakatulog yung isa). Siguro two weeks naging ganun tayo tapos I guess you realized na it should stop kaya you broke it off, you broke us apart. You said that we didn&apos;t have enough time for each other. I was heartbroken kasi I was willing to fix our relationship kaya I said that we should just give ourselves space muna. Pero, I guess you didn&apos;t think the same that&apos;s why you said not just space lang, and just break it off entirely...And now, here we are. Not chatting, not talking, and not even exchanging eye contact. Here I am, still missing you and still missing us. HOY MISS PARIN KITA ANUBA??? May na times I wish it was all a dream and I never should&apos;ve told you my feelings para we would never end up this way. HELPPPP AYAW NA KITANG MA MISS ANO BA

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• TR

  @TREJOLOGY · 2 years ago

  He was the first person, who i become loyal to since grade 5. til now&apos; he is still around me nor classmates with me. I&apos;ve always dream about us if we ever got together we will travel around the world. He was the most gracious, respectful, educated boy ive ever crushed on. I got crushback back in grade 8, i was on cloud nine, its been 1 year since i confessed, but we stop crushing on each other all beacuse of the issue of our cm&apos;s. but right now everything has changed, he became a confident person and a newly person now. I got a crush on him again, wish me luck if i became an honor student. ill confess to him!

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• KY

  @kylamaricar · 2 years ago

  Nakakamiss talaga ang highschool! Yung tipong iisang crush lang for the entire school year o hindi kaya madaming crush na may top 1 and may &apos;secret&apos; crush pa. I&apos;ve been secretly admiring this guy since grade 12 (SY2022-23). I first met him sa screening for a variety show ng school namin, he caught my attention talaga kasi magaling siyang sumayaw and cute din syempre HAHAHAHA. October 2022, nasali ako sa festival samin and kasali din siya dun, mas lalo talaga &apos;kong humanga sakanya nun! He&apos;s very talented, sporty, and syempre, achiever din kaya idol ko talaga siya. Palagi ko siyang nakikita sa mga school events and kapag pumupunta kami sa building nila pero hanggang tingin na lang talaga. I never got the chance to confess to him how I truly feel kasi takot mapahiya ganon and I don&apos;t know how (baka kasi pagtawanan ng circle nila huhu). Now na nasa college na kami I&apos;m still admiring him, we&apos;re actually in the same school but different department (I&apos;m in Engineering and he&apos;s in Criminology naman). Ganon pa din, nakikita ko lang din siya sa mga school events or sometimes &apos;pag exam week na. I think first interaction namin is nung nagkasabay kami sa pag-uwi kasi isang street lang pala pagitan ng boarding house namin ta&apos;s nagkamustahan lang kami &nbsp;ganon. And nagrereply din ako sometimes sa mga fb stories niya (that&apos;s how I shoot my shot eme). Now na college na kami parang ang akward na mag confess HAHAHA idk huhu help should I or I should? May upcoming school event din kasi kami, hoping na makita ko si Yno dun!!!

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