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I grew up in a cult. It was heaven -- and hell. | Lilia Tarawa | TEDxChristchurch

13M views · Nov 16, 2017 · Nonprofits & Activism

Comments · 20K

  • @bryanl.morrison552 · 7 years ago

    &quot;They messed up when they mistreated the people I love. &quot;<br><br>Powerful, you are a courageous woman.

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  • @elliecox3960 · 6 years ago

    On her report card it said that her leadership skills could come in handy once she gotten older. Turns out that it did.

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  • @mikasanchez1310 · 8 years ago

    She&apos;s crying because of the emotional abuse she&apos;s gone through, not because she&apos;s whiny.

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  • @omoid1749 · 5 years ago (edited)

    This was what your grandfather was afraid of<br>And he was damn right to be scared of the immense power you carry<br>You&apos;re a damn real leader, yes ma&apos;am

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  • @nomasan · 6 years ago

    <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qS7mBbXxJYA&amp;t=860">14:20</a> that person offering a tissue: Thank you for trying. You&apos;re a nice person

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  • @mackinzey3250 · 8 years ago

    i absolutely love her contrast between painting a beautiful picture in our heads and tearing it apart with just one sentence. her storytelling skills and astonishing!

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  • @Gamergrrl99 · 7 years ago

    It makes me violently sick and angry to know that people treat children this way.

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  • @rocks4133 · 5 years ago

    wow, the way she flips between the worst trauma and best memories just represents how after anything horrible happened &nbsp;they would bring good things back in to immediately brainwash the children into thinking they were in a nice place, and that it was normal to be manipulated constantly

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  • @bulgna · 7 years ago

    The way that she goes from things like &quot;lollipop planes&quot; for &quot;we don&apos;t want woman like you&quot; is chilling

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  • @sauceboss7165 · 7 years ago

    Imagine getting bullied by your pops because you have leadership skills

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  • @caleboop1814 · 6 years ago

    that moment when she said ‘I could finally fulfil my purpose’ after getting her first period.. damn....

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  • @kornfan777 · 5 years ago

    I feel so bad for her. You can just hear the emotional and mental trauma from her voice and it gives me shivers.

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