you feel infinite, but still not alive - a late night playlist for contemplating your existence

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  @c_music_lover · 1 year ago (edited) · pinned

  timestamps ♡<br><br>where’d all the time go? (dr. dog) - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE">00:00</a> - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=231">03:51</a><br>jealous (eyedress) - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=233">03:53</a> - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=352">05:52</a><br>cigarettes out the window (tv girl) - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=353">05:53</a> - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=545">09:05</a><br>heroes (david bowie) - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=546">09:06</a> - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=751">12:31</a><br>stargirl interlude (the weeknd, ft. lana del rey) - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=752">12:32</a> - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=858">14:18</a><br>once more to see you (mitski) - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=860">14:20</a> - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=1036">17:16</a><br>end of beginning (djo) - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=1039">17:19</a> - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=1195">19:55</a><br>new person, same old mistakes (tame impala) - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=1197">19:57</a> - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=1550">25:50</a><br>blondie (current joys) - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=1553">25:53</a> - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=1739">28:59</a><br>ykwim? (yot club) - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=1743">29:03</a> - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=1951">32:31</a><br>notion (the rare occasions) - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=1952">32:32</a> - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=2143">35:43</a><br>i wanna be yours (arctic monkeys) - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=2144">35:44</a> - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=2315">38:35</a><br>treehouse (alex g) - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=2316">38:36</a> - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=2474">41:14</a><br>never ending song (conan gray) - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=2475">41:15</a> - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=2627">43:47</a><br>lady stardust (david bowie) - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=2629">43:49</a> - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=2823">47:03</a><br>black out days (phantogram) - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=2826">47:06</a> - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=3046">50:46</a><br>dark red (steve lacy) - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=3048">50:48</a> - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=3218">53:38</a><br>can i call you tonight? (dayglow) - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=3219">53:39</a> - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=3493">58:13</a><br>i can’t handle change (roar) - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=3494">58:14</a> - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=3690">1:01:30</a><br>townie (mitski) - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=3691">1:01:31</a> - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=3895">1:04:55</a><br>softcore (the neighbourhood) - &nbsp;<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=3896">1:04:56</a> - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=4099">1:08:19</a><br>symphonia ix (current joys) - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=4101">1:08:21</a> - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCzaWLqcyCE&amp;t=4281">1:11:21</a>

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  @CavalryBree · 3 days ago

  Listening to this while drawing George Washington ✌

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  @thatcrowkiddraws · 1 year ago

  just a guy...watching the full moon...thinking about the universe...the multiverse even...and his place in it

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  @g4rllic · 1 year ago (edited)

  Ah, yes, just on time! It is 11 pm, and I was indeed contemplating my existence while working on an essay. I&apos;ll definitely be up most of the night. :&apos;D Amazing playlist as always! And, as always, absolutely loving the David Bowie inclusion.

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  @michelpoignant2801 · 1 year ago

  2 AM here, have watched &quot; The Virgin Suicides &quot;, writing a letter for my lover to not forget how deep my love is (we broke up a month ago and it still hurt...) and... yeah, life kinda hit right now... thanks to keep me awake instead of doing shitty plans. It really helped and melt my heart to find this playlist !

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  @lizzienandelstadt994 · 1 year ago

  I really hope the title was a perks of being a wallflower reference, this playlist hit really hard and helped me get through some homework &lt;3

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  @sunoogeocutest7236 · 1 year ago

  Just a heartbroken disappointed and lost person here.

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  @richardallanpuruto9438 · 1 year ago

  Holy crap. Dude. This is perfect. Recently, I lay in my vibey bedroom, on my bed, at night and just contemplate my life. and its fuxking amazing.

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  @bababgrilisagamer · 1 year ago

  this is actually an amazing playlist, i love most of these songs and I&apos;ve already listened to it fully 1 1/2 times!! (i found it late last night!)

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  @Atplanetluka · 1 year ago

  its 0.20 right now and i really felt this, thank you

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  @MalDisturbed · 2 days ago

  1:12 am. 2 assignments done, 2 quiz practice assignments to go. Wish me luck 💙🩵💛

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  @knwnomercy · 1 year ago

  I so wish different universes were real. I wish there was a universe where we had powers, or where dragons were real, or aliens, or where cowboys are still a thing. I just wish I didn&apos;t live in this universe. Thank you God for thinking about me, but I don&apos;t want to be here. This life sucks and I would rather be dead. This life - this world - it&apos;s horrible. Everyone is mean to everybody. There&apos;s wars going on. Riots, too. People are getting bullied and they kill themselves because of it.<br><br>-<br><br>I wish we could customize our lives down to every last detail. Like whether you have a mole or not, or if you want a certain friend or if you don&apos;t, or your very own parents. I wish our lives were like the sims where we really didn&apos;t need to care too much about everything and everyone and every feeling you feel. I always wanted to be able to change how much I weigh, how I look, and how much money I had.<br><br>-<br><br>I hope in my next life, if I ever get reincarnated, I live a good life. I hope I don&apos;t struggle with my appearance, how I am towards others, and with money. Especially relationships with family members. I hope my mom gets the life she always wanted and she gets better parents in her next life. I feel bad for how she lived her teenage years. I am very grateful that she is not the way her parents was, to us. Her kids. Because she could have been, but she isn&apos;t. Thankfully.<br><br>-<br><br>Ok that was my little ran. Ezeq out. ok bai.

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