FTM 1 year on testosterone (FULL documentation)

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  @jimenin3822 · 1 year ago (edited)

  So two months ago I found out that my boyfriend is trans, we've been together for six months now, but he didn't tell me at first. I started noticing that when we had kinda hot moments, he wouldn't let me touch him anywhere, specifically on his chest and down there. At first, I just assumed he was a virgin and was afraid to do those things, which would be fine because i was also a virgin, and I didn't mind having to wait. But then one day I found him crying in the bathroom and he confessed to me that he was trans, honestly I wasn't upset, he's still a man, but I was so worried because he looked so sad. So it turns out he was been taking testosterone for a year when we met, and that's why I didn't notice anything, However, he still had a lot of dysphoria and I didn't know how to help him, so a month ago I discovered your channel and sent it to him, and it has helped him a lot with his dysphoria, I also gave him a packer in his birthday, and he was so happy, so your channel has been a great support to him, we love you, Benji, keep it up ❤❤

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• DO

  @doriemisur9016 · 1 year ago

  this is the best transition journey video I've seen. It looks like an indie movie, but feels like I'm reading a journal

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• EX

  @exar4444 · 8 months ago

  i'm a pre-everything teenage trans guy. i almost cried at this video. it doesn't help that im a redhead with light skin just like this guy, it's like seeing a slightly warped version of what i have the potential to look like someday. my family is transphobic and i don't know how i'll ever be able to get my hands on testosterone, much less if i could even afford to pay for it for the rest of my life anyway, but this video gives me hope. thank you for documenting your journey so far Benjamin, this video is inspiring to so, so many trans folks out there, not just me. stay safe.

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  @prestonbaello8617 · 1 year ago

  This was by far the best documentation of early transition I’ve ever seen, I’ve been out for around 7 years since I was 14 and being able to see someone go thru such relatable struggle even after getting something you wanted so badly and still feeling that disappointment or having those times of just feeling terrible. It’s a beautifully made video and it made me happy to see after having watched so many just like it but it’s the video I most relate to and it’s nice to have the representation. I can’t wait to continue watching your journey and I hope people like us find comfort now knowing they aren’t alone in these feelings and that no matter how low you get or feel it will always get better and you’re worth the time and effort it takes to get to the better part ❤️🫶

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• RA

  @raylightbown4968 · 6 months ago

  Wonderful, Benji !  I am an old man, almost 80.  I am gay but not trans.  As a psychologist, I have supported 9 people through their transition in my previous career.

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• SE

  @setupwizard123 · 1 year ago (edited)

  Thank you for the video. I'm a trans guy myself and even if I'm 20 rn, I can't start my transition because of living in a country where it's banned (man, literally everything slightly related to LGBTQ+ is banned here, even publicly talking about it). It sucks. But it's so nice to see what is it like to experience all of that. I'm not jealous nor sad, on the contrary, I'm feeling hopeful for the chance I will have one day. Your video gives me hope and makes it all kind of more bearable. Thank you, again

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• MI

  @mia____ · 1 year ago

  was ur degree in filmmaking??? this video is stunning. the editing, lighting, pacing, tone. so impressive, keep it up bro!

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• ST

  @Str4ybBlue · 1 year ago

  seeing him so happy on the first day is so wholesome

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• TH

  @TheMangaKid22 · 1 year ago

  Your such an inspiration to me bro I’m 15 and me and my trans friend are gonna transition together I hope this will be me one day

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  @Hedwig15 · 1 year ago

  <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kfFewZUIT4A&amp;t=560">9:20</a> as a pre-everything trans guy, I appreciate this vid so much

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• JA

  @JadeMay00 · 1 year ago

  Hearing a more womanly voice in the beginning I skipped a bit and had a whiplash holy hell! 😭 you sound cool dawg

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• FR

  @fruitakelotus · 4 months ago

  the cinematography of this channel has me addicted

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