I Was a Texas Gang Member, Dope Dealer & Pimp — Then I Got Sent to Prison
83K views · Aug 3, 2026 · People & Blogs
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@ianbickCT · 1 month ago · pinned
What an extraordinary story and episode. Thank you so much Tamara for sharing it with us. We’re proud of you🙏❤
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@wkb8326 · 1 month ago
It's rare for me I sit down and watch an entire 3-1/2 hour podcast non-stop. This woman had a crazy life.
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@Sawyer6238 · 1 month ago
Every time she said “my mom” I kept thinking she does not deserve to be called mom.
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@Benji_1982 · 1 month ago
This is wild EVERY ADULT FAILED THIS WOMAN. Her step dad was complicit in her treatment, I’m also in recovery and she’s better than me I could never forgive this type of treatment. There’s no excuse for harming children. I helped raise children in the midst of my addiction and those kids had no idea we were getting high. I don’t say that to brag or condone it but I see people allow things to slide when ppl are using and stuff like this woman endured isn’t what good people do. These people are sick and monstrous.
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@stefanstefansson4670 · 1 month ago
What a giant of a person, all my best to you Tamara
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@bizzylizzy5075 · 1 month ago
I just want to hug Tamara & not let her go 😢 it’s a very hard listen omg .. an incredible lady , Ian you are very compassionate too ❤
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@ElizabethWilliams-x7c · 1 month ago
“I realised how easy it is to become a monster in someone else story!” Wow! Amazing lady! So honest! Be kind to yourself because your childhood is what nightmares are made of!! I will buy your book once it is out!
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@TrishaSmith-j4g · 1 month ago
I’m only 40 minutes in and this woman has endured more pain and trauma than any child should ever have to go through. She is such a strong amazing woman.
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@marcomoniz9770 · 1 month ago (edited)
My heart breaks for this woman there needs to be a movie about her life the money most should go to her
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@g101219 · 1 month ago
Her story should be a movie!
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@andreacaughey6761 · 1 month ago
This is what real strength looks like ..the fact she allowed her mother into her life time after time too when that woman robbed her of her childhood 😢
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@RobotsCanDoAnything · 1 month ago
Tamara, thank you for sharing your story. Me, an alcoholic and drug addict in recovery, you have taught me how our drug use adversely affects our community and anyone who loves us. Keep up the good work and continue to show others the beauty of sobriety. <br><br>God bless you and your family.
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