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I Knew I Was Going to Die...

13K views · Apr 7, 2026 · People & Blogs

Comments · 29

  • @jeaninecalderon121 · 5 months ago

    He broke me explaining about his ex in-laws.

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  • @tinawirtz3924 · 5 months ago

    Feels like im listening to my story 25 years ago😔 🙏God Bless

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  • @robertwhelan9132 · 3 months ago

    Sir, I wish I could extend a hug.  I’m wishing for the best for you.

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  • @elineman7 · 5 months ago (edited)

    <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-_MiLPdE18&amp;t=1685">28:05</a> &nbsp;For sure; We absolutely need to start showing grace towards one another! If you can look past the hurt and still try to help, you never know the difference you could make in someone’s life. 😢

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  • @StoneFoot1275 · 5 months ago

    Brother....when u started crying I felt it in my fkng bones....I&apos;ve been there .. addicted homeless lost depressed...but getting help thru programs.... especially church programs n ppl....saved my life....but I feel your pain brother ...the last five years have been the worst of my life ... homeless for first time ...totally strung out shooting ice n fent....should be dead....its onky because of God I&apos;m here ... although I regret it I can now use it to help others ....your still here for a reason too bro n ur doin it now.....your story is my story n i appreciate your openness n honesty

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  • @elineman7 · 5 months ago (edited)

    I’ve seen a couple of comments lately stating they don’t like the Christian parts of these testimonies; BUT I just want to say I would rather be sold out to Christ than ever be an addict again. My purpose and faith is in Christ and when you come out of that darkness; it makes you a believer. Blessed are those that believe and have not seen. God bless you and your Ministry. Gods Speed.

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  • @AlmostOutside · 3 months ago

    To everyone whos overcome addiction, &nbsp;i salute you 🫡🕊

  • @elizbebarker3649 · 4 months ago

    Love from South Africa

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  • @StoneFoot1275 · 5 months ago

    After losing EVERYTHING n feeling intense n deep darkness n pain n loss.... prison....etc ..u appreciate things soooo much more ...n the Little things are not little at all . .they&apos;re the things u miss the most ...but my sensitivity to other ppl. ....myself n to life is different now ...life is beautiful all of it the good the bad AND the ugly....to experience it all is a blessing n I wouldn&apos;t change a thing ..God is in control n He knows what He&apos;s doing...so give yourself a break ... forgive n love yourself....love God ..so you can truly love others n life will change exponentially for the better!!!! Heart❤🙏 ✌️🕊️

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  • @Adctd2Frd · 5 months ago

    This was a hard watch. I’m detoxing right now bedridden for weeks jumping off buvidal but I’m grateful that I’m not suffering Akathisia because that mf would be my death sentence

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  • @StoneFoot1275 · 5 months ago

    TRUST YOUR STRUGGLE..... because in it is your life&apos;s purpose....inside your darkest moments weakness pain... struggle....is the ability to help others who are struggling etc in a powerful way....a life changing way... because u can look them in the eyes...with tears...n say hey ...Ive been right where u are ..n there is hope n help ..n they can feel your sincerity....it will change lives....in God&apos;s hands obviously....all of this ..but yeah I wouldn&apos;t change anything in my life ...it&apos;s all my journey n there is a light at the end of the tunnel....n I&apos;m not walking alone

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  • @kendlefulton7429 · 5 months ago

    ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

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