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I am DYING On The Inside | The Raw Reality

163K views · Jun 9, 2026 · Entertainment

Comments · 1.6K

  • @WorldDocumentaryofficial · 1 month ago · pinned

    To anyone who has lost family or has this difficult thoughts, remember you are loved and valued. I hope everyday brings a light that helps you deal with your pain and hurt❤

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  • @XPLOSIVization · 3 months ago

    I don't hate life or this World, What i hate is being forced to live in a Dystopian Human society that i didn't ask or want to be born into

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  • @redghost777 · 3 months ago

    Life is emotionally harder for some than others. I struggle every single day with hating being here on earth.

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  • @danab172 · 1 month ago

    Im 50.  Its as hard as it was at 7.  Wouldn't wish this life on anyone.

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  • @gigiLucy1970 · 3 months ago

    I lost my brother in 2019, he was 33. I miss him, he was wonderful but i understand why he left. It runs in our family. I've made it to 56 but life is one day at a time. Sending love to all who struggle to stay ❤

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  • @GriefTourist · 1 month ago

    Don't make me feel bad about wanting to leave this hellscape that I never asked to be dragged into.

    709

  • @consultant-1970 · 1 month ago

    Really makes no sense that adults have no right to end their lives. The idea that we are caged in a life we do not want but have to stay as long as possible to pay taxes and pull our weight is pure workhouse world.

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  • @anatureperson5551 · 1 month ago

    As long as there is corruption in money and politics I don't see society's mental health getting  better anytime soon.

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  • @EmilGabrielNYC · 1 month ago

    The most painful sentence: “could I have helped him with what I know now, probably not!” This is where I am at. I don’t want to call 988, I want my loneliness, sadness and hopelessness to end. And 988 won’t solve any of it.

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  • @thebeac · 1 month ago

    It's to get away from the pain, it never stops .

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  • @Redbarrelnights · 1 month ago

    Every day is torture

    105

  • @MyBobbee · 3 months ago

    If I don't want to be on this planet anymore, that's my choice.

    467

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