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POV: you're in love with a memory | Playlist

1.2M views · Jul 21, 2026 · Music

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  • @theashvale · 1 month ago (edited) · pinned

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  • @Arisux5 · 1 month ago

    A memory that doesn&apos;t exist.

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  • @dullbeatt · 1 month ago

    Character In The Video : Future Knight From Guardian Tales<br><br>No Need To Thank Me

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  • @jaghn4703 · 1 month ago (edited)

    The woman who shaped me into who I am today died 6 years ago. What makes it harder is I wasn&apos;t there when she passed. I was too ashamed of how we broke off our relationship, that I refused to talk to her face to face. We lived in different countries, making it easy to not be aware of each other&apos;s situation. &nbsp;Both of us are not fond of using social media to record our lives, or even to talk to people with it. When I finally built up the courage, I figured out that she passed 2 years prior. Mental Health. <br><br>Her death broke me, but her memories built me up again. At first, I told myself I&apos;ll live for her ideal version of myself. With time, and her words, her letters, her memoirs, I&apos;ve learned to live life for myself. <br><br>Jamie, wherever you are right now, thank you. I loved you, and still do. To everyone else, cheers, and I hope you&apos;re doing well in your own story. If not, you will. Just keep turning the page.

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  • @sosigdesu · 1 month ago (edited)

    A piece of me died tonight knowing no one will ever reach for me like that.

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  • @junming8 · 1 month ago

    This girl was so perfect. Prettier than any celebrity ive seen. Her eyes... oml her eyes. <br><br>Has the humor and contagious laughter that would make conversations go on for hours. We were both interested in such niche topics it was so beautiful talking to her late into the night everyday. Her warmth always felt reassuring. We had similar personalities, I loved hearing about the way she saw the world. <br><br>We never dated, but I&apos;ve never loved anyone else more. <br><br>I felt her slipping away and I panicked to hold on. We had a kdrama moment cause I started crying out of nowhere, my other friend just looked at me, asked if I was okay (it was a hangout) and I just couldn&apos;t stop. She brought me outside and we talked. I was crying cause I could tell what we had was done. I cried once in front of her before and she gave me such a warm hug and we had such a nice, warming talk that made me feel special; I was hoping for something similar this time. Instead, it was her bringing me the truth which I am now thankful for. She apologized for letting go, but really I blame myself for holding on.<br><br><br>Whats done is done. We always joked saying I love you as friends or through role play. I&apos;m not sure if you&apos;d ever read this, but I love you. I loved you, I will always love you.

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  • @JhimOrtega-d1b · 1 month ago

    Guys keep crying I&apos;m actually cutting onions here

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  • @MadaraNir · 1 month ago

    Forgive me. The memories slowly faded, but discipline helped me move forward.

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  • @Ilikewatchingrandomstuff · 1 month ago

    Jarvis, more alcohol and give me a shotgun

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  • @alfathquwais3297 · 1 month ago (edited)

    She&apos;s the most bravest person I know, but even the strongest has their weakness. <br><br>When I learned that her biggest fear was simply being forgotten, I promised her that I&apos;ll never forget, hope I could hold this promise until death reunited us.<br><br>She also made a promise to me (she knows my biggest fear is loneliness) that even after her death, she&apos;ll always be with me, and now, I feel her presence everywhere. <br><br>She didn&apos;t break her promise, and so will I

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  • @Lurking96 · 1 month ago (edited)

    To be honest I don&apos;t have memories of anyone in particular, since I never dated, nor am I grieving for someone I lost. But whenever I come to these types of videos and read these types of comments, I feel so... empty? I am so afraid yet so utterly infatuated by the concept of tragedy, by loves that will never be or should have never been, lives that won&apos;t be lived, opportunities that were never seized, countless possibilities that will never see the light of day. And thinking about all this leaves me deeply melancholic. It is like I am in love with the concept yet so easily and completely destroyed by it. How many heartbreaks happen around us every day? How much death, grief, sadness and solitude surrounds this world we live in? All of this makes me think, is life truly worth living? Even if we don&apos;t get to experience such an infinite array of possible different experiences beyond our own? And I know deep inside that the answer is yes, yet the pure amount of wasted potential of everyday life makes me wanna say no. <br><br>I guess in the end I&apos;m just another person constantly thinking about &quot;What could have been&quot; or &quot;What could have made things different&quot; instead of living in the present. I know wondering how bad things could have gone right, how tragedies could have been avoided, is not of much use at the end of the day, but I still can&apos;t stop wondering.<br><br>Anyways, if you&apos;re reading my little rant, I know we&apos;ll never meet in real life nor will we think about each other after this little comment, but for this single instant we have been connected through an unknown amount of distance, to share this one feeling. Melancholy. Remember, time always wins, for better or for worse, and we are but mere ants against it. Some find joy in fighting it, some are mature enough to accept it. So pain is not eternal, cycles come and go, and whatever is hurting you so bad, one day won&apos;t. I hope you have a good life and that your journey through it will be amazing.

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  • @Zeburt · 1 month ago

    Fortunately for me, she&apos;s not just a memory, she&apos;s real. I&apos;ll be making more memories with her next weekend when I can go out with her again. Though, I suppose it doesn&apos;t hurt to remember all the memories I&apos;ve already made with her. I hope to keep her forever. <br><br><br>To everyone else without your own partner, life will bring them to you eventually. Keep working on yourself king.<br><br><br><br>I love you, B

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