it's nearing 4 a.m and you still can't sleep.

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  @darkambientyt · 8 months ago · pinned

  My mind is wandering, I think I’ll let it<br>Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/37kST9hMc8um1s2kdBCuVh?si=h1ojaj4_TBiD4Zu9azq1Dw

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  @Mika-zz7hj · 2 years ago

  It&apos;s 1:08AM currently thinking about life than stumbling across this video so to anyone who has come across this comment hope your life is going great and have a good night

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  @katherineemaria · 2 years ago

  its about 5am. i miss my old self so badly, but i can never go back. <br>only forward from here on.<br>so now i&apos;ll exist only to satisfy my own hopes and desires.<br>it feels so good to make a promise in writing.

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  @RangeCMYK · 2 years ago

  It feels strangely comforting to know that late night melancholy is this common.

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  @Topromn · 1 year ago

  It&apos;s about to be Christmas in 2024. Idk when you&apos;re reading this but I hope you&apos;re doing better now than when this was posted. I&apos;m so proud of you. I&apos;m sorry you had to experience things that hurt to get there. But look at you now. Are you proud? I hope you are

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  @matthew2741 · 2 years ago (edited)

  man, 2:56am, listening to this and just thinking about how fast life is moving, already 8 months into 2024, damn near 9 months. I&apos;ll be 2 years sober from fentanyl in a week, I want to give myself more credit for battling so much at such a young age, but at the same time its hard to think back on all these hard times and congratulate myself because since then I&apos;ve grown so much in so many different aspects of life and spirituality, that there will always be different things that happen in the present moment that occupy the mind, and keep you distracted from everything one has overcome in the past. To anyone reading this, i know this is kinda long but i feel comfortable writing here. You are special, and will always be loved, and no matter what you&apos;re going through right now, just know that when time passes, these thoughts will fade away just like the past does and life inevitably goes on, and you&apos;ll be able to reflect on how far you&apos;ve came and how much you have grown since those harder times. I pray to anyone reading this right now that you receive the closure you deserve, the peace you thrive for, and the smile that you all deserve to show. &nbsp;- ❤matt<br><br>edit - just hit 4 years sober!! I hope everyone is taking care of themselves ❤

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  @L-O-C_145 · 2 years ago

  To anybody seeing this, I hope the best in life for you

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  @anechointhedark · 2 years ago

  I&apos;m an alcoholic. I drink most nights when I have money. I live alone but with roomates. When they are out being social and extroverted, I&apos;m introverted and alone sitting at home and indulging in a drink they never know about. I sit on the deck here and question my existence. I&apos;m really alone as they are not really &apos;friends&apos; of mine. My family won&apos;t deal with me. I don&apos;t know how much longer I have left. This playlist just makes me feel heard by the universe. I guess I&apos;ll stay a little longer.

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  @nova.CS.2 · 2 years ago

  I&apos;m a firefighter, and I get so trapped in trying to do things for other people, that, honestly, I forgot about myself and, my family. I don&apos;t usually talk about it, but I wanted to here. This mix really opens my mind and makes me rethink everything I&apos;ve ever done. I hope my mom forgives me, my dad is still proud of me, my sister still looks up to me, and my brother still admires me. I really hope I haven&apos;t drifted away from them too far that they forgot about me too. I&apos;m enlightened by this and I&apos;ve realized that I really do need to take better care of myself and my family. Thank you.

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  @Lux_EternaxX · 2 years ago

  It&apos;s 1:15am and I&apos;m scrolling and scrolling through the comments, teary eyed. All of you are incredible. Every single one of you.

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  @Idkanymore12369yt · 1 year ago (edited)

  I saw that my boyfriend was watching this on my YouTube account. I hope he knows I love him and that he sleeps well.

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  @MrJohnboyofsj · 1 year ago

  4am is when the brains most creative but the least logical, its the time when you feel your soul the most. You&apos;re not a machine made of metal you feel youre life the most in these times of reflection. What you&apos;ve done wrong, what you could have done differently, what made you happy, and what made you laugh, shed a tear for the good times long ago.

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